Sarah, I have been watching your vlog since the beginning and wanted you to know that it has helped me...even if you sometimes felt less than authentic- we all "fake it 'til we make it" to get through hard weeks. Especially the holidays. It is really hard for people not going through this to have a sense of the total sense of loss than simply envelops you at times. This this is not where you wanted to be at this point in your life...that you're trying your damndest to keep it together. I often wonder if keeping it an amicable divorce made it harder on me emotionally..not sure if there would really be any way to make this hurt less though. You are in my thoughts, girl. ~ Kirst

Thank you for expressing this Sarah. It takes a lot of courage to admit that. I feel hollow also and I can only imagine how my wife is doing (we're separated-soon-to-be-divorced).